27 May 2006 - 2:19 pm
bad mood
I still feel my life unsettled. As I'm having swollen eyes from my allergy, now I'm complaint mood so here we go.
I kinda like my current job because,
not that bad pay.
makes me feel achievement.
with interesting people.
I get stress from this job because,
despite of needing hands, 2 of my team mates will leave very soon including a dependable director which means my job weight will be double with the same pay.
this job is not really what I want to do but I don't know what I want really.
no, I know what I want to be but I'm not just brave enough and think the life isn't that easy.
I don't have self confidence less than I should do and just frustrated with it.
I also get stress from,
living with my family, especially one of my sisters in a small packed house.
my skin trouble which I didn't have as much as this when I was in Australia. It gets worse in every 2 weeks or more.
and also my backache kills me and I move like an old woman.
Luckily it's Saturday so I will try to stay relax and get energy back for the next week!
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